@MONSTERDRINK I understand where you are coming from. If I was in your shoes, I would not waste my time in the MM community. There are 6k "better" communities that you can go to and build on. I think $hitting on a community is a complete waste of time and not productive for your well-being. It is also very destructive to you and the folks who want to contribute to the growth of this ecosystem. You can instead focus your attention on improving yourself and growing your brand. Look at what TMT is doing. He focused his attention now on building his community and building his brand. He is actually doing very well than when he was with this community. Also look at what Misol is doing with Hearts.

Focus that negative energy on developing yourself. Wish you much success and blessings. If you are not a Bible reader, I strongly encourage you to subscribe to Jordan B. Perterson's YouTube channel. His best-selling book is "12 Rules For Life". A good read for spiritual and non-spiritual people.